Random Thoughts!

Unless you stop at one point and look back, you never know how far you have come

Unless you sit back & relax, you never realize how you were running

That’s why, until you reach the goal or atleast you cross that critical path… Never stop! Never look back! Never relax! …it may fill contentment in your heart; pride in your brain….but will take away the REAL destination you deserve. Everything is a phase. Lot many things passed by and it will pass too. Keep going!

P.S Self addressing :) This is the third time in this week I thought to myself for what am I running. I need this little motivation to keep me going.

త్రిశంకు లోకం

అబ్బబ్బ అసలు ఏంటీ వర్షం, ఏంటీ లొకం?


హిహిహి....మళ్ళీ మొదలెట్టాను అనుకుంటున్నారు కదూ? ఏం చేస్తాం చెప్పండి, వర్షా కాలం కదా...:)
అసలు ఈ పొస్ట్ మొన్నsatday రాద్దాం అనుకున్నా కానీ బద్దకంగా అనిపించి రాయలేదు. కానీ ఈ రోజు రాయాల్సిన పరిస్థితి వఛ్ఛింది కాబట్టి రాస్తున్నా, ఎందుకు అంటారా?? అక్కడికే వస్తున్నా.


మొన్న శనివారం ఆఫీస్ నుండి ఇంటికి వెళ్దాం అని బయల్దేరానా, ఫుల్ వర్షం. అయితే నాకేంటి, మొన్న తెచ్చి ఆఫీస్ లో మర్చిపోయిన గొడుగు ఉందిగా..ఇంకేం, ఉత్సాహం గా బయల్దేరా..



రోడ్ మీదకి వచ్చేసరికి కొంచెం తగ్గింది. ఏంటో జనాలు..అందరికీ ఒకేసారి ఏం అవసరం వచ్చి పడిందో తెలీదు కానీ ఒకటే ఉరుకులు, పరుగులు. నేను ఏదో నా మానాన నేను నెమ్మదిగా వెళ్తున్నానా?? ఒకరు తోసుకుని వెళ్లిపోతారు, ఇంకొకరు కాళ్లు తొక్కేస్తున్నారు..హు.. మా తొక్కలో శ్రీనగర్ కాలనీ లొ బస్సులు దొరికి చావవు కదా..సరే అని ఆటో ఎక్కుదాం అని అడిగితే అతను ఏంటో దీర్ఘంగా అలోచిస్తున్నాడు ఇలా పని కాదులే అని నడవడం మొదలు పెట్టాను. ఆ పది నిమిషాల నడకలో కనీసం ఒక పది మంది కాళ్లు తొక్కి ఉంటారు. అసలే వర్షం లొ నానిపోయి ఉండనా, ఊడనా అన్నట్టు ఉన్నాయి నా చెప్పులు. అలానే లాక్కుంటూ సిగ్నల్ దగ్గరకి వచ్చేసరికి అక్కడే ఉన్న సిగ్నల్ కానీస్టబుల్ కూడా కాలు తొక్కేసాడు. ఇంక ఒక్కరు తొక్కినా, ఇంక నాలుగు అడుగులు ఎక్కువ వేసినా అవి ఫటక్ అనడం ఖాయం. జాగ్రత్తగా అడుగు లో అడుగు వేసుకుంటూ వెళ్తుంటే దారిన పొయే ప్రతీ వాహనం నా మీద నీళ్లు కొట్టేవే..ఛీ ఛీ..పైనుండి నీళ్ళు పడకుండా గొడుగు వేసుకున్నాను కానీ ఈ వాహనాల నుండి తప్పించుకోవడానికి లేకుండా పోయింది రా దేవుడా..
 
ఏదో అంటారు కదా..స్వర్గానికి, భూలోకానికి మధ్య త్రిశంకు స్వర్గం లాంటింది అనీ...అది గుర్తుకు వచ్చింది నాకు. ఒక పక్క మంచి వెదర్, చల్లని గాలి, ఇంటికి వెళ్ళి బుడంకాయలతో ఆడుకోవచ్చు అనే ఆనందం, నెక్స్ట్ 2 డేస్ మంచిగా హాలీడేస్ అనే ఉత్సాహం. ఇంకో పక్క తెగిపోతా అని బెదిరిస్తున్నచెప్పు, అటు పొతూ ఇటు పొతూ నీళ్ళు చిందిస్తున్న వాహనాలు, బస్ దొరుకుతుందా లేదా అనే అదుర్దా, వర్షం పడి ఆగింది కదా ట్రాఫిక్ జాం అయితే ఎలా అనే బెంగ, ఇంకా ఇంకా వర్షం ఎక్కువ అయితే ఇంటికి ఎలా వెళ్ళాలీ అనే టెన్షన్ ఇలా నాకు స్వర్గానికి, నరకానికి మధ్యలొ త్రిశంకు లోకం కనిపించింది. అదీ సంగతి.
 
ఇక పోతే ఈ రోజే ఎందుకు రాయల్సి వచ్చింది అని అడుగుతున్నారా..చెప్తా..అదీ చెప్తా..నార్మల్ గా పాట్నీ నుండి పంజాగుట్ట రావడానికి ఎక్కువ లో ఎక్కువ వేసుకుంటే అరగంట పట్టాలి, కానీ ఈ రోజు వర్షం వలన 2 గంటలు పట్టింది. నేను 10:15కి బస్ ఎక్కితే 12:15కి ఆఫేస్ కి వచ్చాను, 11కి ఉన్న మీటింగ్ మిస్స్ కొట్టాను:( నేను జనరల్ గానే మీటింగ్స్ కి లేటు అవుతూ ఉంటాను, ఇక ఇప్పుడు రీజన్ ఇదీ అని చెప్పినా ఎవ్వరూ అర్ధం చేసుకోరు. ఎక్కడో చోట చెప్పుకోకపొతె నా బాధ తీరదు అందుకే ఇప్పుడు, ఇక్కడ, ఇలా...

Heights??? all in a lighter vein

Disclaimer:
 I do not mean to offend any star fan's opinions or emotions. everyone should/will develop favourism towards someone and ofcourse they be partial to them & support them..i very well understand that point. No offense there, ...i'm only touching the extremes here...

Introduction:
ma cousin srikanth, BH (Better half, in all ways) were ardent fans of nandamuri clan & ofcourse its implied they hate chiru &co. maree DH ki entha pichi ante eppudoo nenu lekunda movie ki vellaru, alantidi sanju puttina kotha lo nenu velle situation lekapothe frnds tho velli maree Maharadhi choosaru, monna roshu puttaka kooda "Simha" nannu vadilesi velli maree choosaru..ee rendu movies ye nenu lekunda tanu choosina movies intha varakoo...ardham chesukondi :)

Me & bro, we both do not claim ourselves as so broad-minded, but definetely not within the ring.

Nenu...na bargaining skills

hmm..bargaining skills gurinchi cheppukovali ante...meeku konchem background cheppali

3yrs back:
nenu ma office daggarlo unde distinct relative ni parmarsinchi ravali..papam ontlo bagoledu mari. choosi ravadaniki velletappudu fruits teesukuni vellali kada..fruits shop daggara agi ila adiganu

nenu: baboo..apples entha?
shop: 14rs amma..
nenu: fultooo confused :( pichi moham vesukuni choosthoo unna...
shop: enni kavali amma??
nenu: nenu konchem hesitant ga...14rs dozen or half dozen???
shop: DAMAAAAL........kasepatiki terukuni, nannu oka rakam ga kadu, padi rakalu ga choosi....OKKOKKATI 14RS..annadu :P

smileys

Yayyy....smileys are working for me. Have been trying desperately to use them, but you see, either they are not working or too complicated to start. Finally, Yessss.. I got them......:) :P :D :)) =D>

Now what??? hehe..panemundi cheyyadaniki kothaga??  prasthuthaniki ayithe subhram ga ma cousin engagement ki attend ayyi :), teerigga 2pm ki ofc ki vachi b-), pani choosukokunda :D, pani leni pilla la :P.....blogger lo smileys ni insert cheyyadatam ela ani vethiki vethiki...sadhinchi....:)) vatini edo rakam ga vadukovali kabatti oka post rayali ani decide ayyi b-)...sudden ga em rayalo ardham kaka, alochisthoo...:-? burra peekkuntoo, min min kee time choosukuntoo time pass chesthunna (:| devudaaa...ila nenu 8pm daka undali :( ante inka 3hrs....Zzzzzzzz I-)

By the way, meeku idi konchem excess usage la anipinchadam ledoooo...hehe meekemundi, nake anipisthunte 8-}...sarlendi poniddurooo...kothoka vintha annaru kada mana peddalu :)

The Unique & Universal facts :)

HE selects what she wears, thats called love. SHE selects, he sidelines, thats called individuality.

HE duely compliments everyone else, he is broad minded. SHE gets none coz praising spoils.

HE gets anger, thats for genuine reasons. SHE gets anger and its a disaster. How can SHE???

HE shouts 100 times and blames it on 1000 reasons, SHE keeps herself calm & cool. Its 1001 reason for 101 time.

HE gets restless & tensed. SHE meant to understand and co-operate. When SHE gets restless, HE gets angry.

HE decides everything, thats called taking up responsblity. When SHE has an opinion, she is overacting.

Naa Saree shopping....

Hehe...Title batti almost ardham ayipoyi untundi kada....

ee 23rd Annayya pelli...oorlo pelli ki kukkala hadavidi antaru kada..ikkada konchem different, Annayya pelliki chelleli hadavidi anna mata....

Ninna pelli koothuri battala shopping ki vellam...tana kosam cheeralu choosthunte, adentoo...avannee naku nachuthunnayi. nachina prathidee konesukovali anipisthundi...hehe..teera choosthe aa pattu cheeralu okasari kadithe, mallee inko 5yrs daka paiki tiyyam. ee lopu avi out of fashion ayipoyi, recent trends lo mallee kothavi konukkovali anipisthundi...hehe...adallaki cheerala pichi ante monnati daka nenu lite teesukunedanni kanee, ee madhya mathram cheerala pichi baga ekkuva ayopoyindi :)

My current state of mind

Its really after a long while that i'm writing something on the blog....Why ante, there is no specific reason, i'm like that :)

All of a sudden, now i feel like writing something...but on what??

OK, let me try starting it with my bouncing moods that previous posts talked about. Hmm..i can proudly say that i gained control over them. For good or bad, as usual, i acted proactive and gave an end to everything. after all, i cannot let the little one growing in tummy to be effected by all the negative thoughts that i was carrying before. So all is well on that part.

What else?

Office routine??? yeah...it was no more a routine for me. For a change i became too busy in office. Don't laugh! and don't question me asking how could i write this post if i'm really busy. Come on..its satday. Its just a day out of routine. Otherwise, i have been really busy from past 1 month. The only reason being me nearing the maternity leave. So, all the clients tightened their shoes and cornered me with their priority tasks that i have to finish smoothly before i go on leave. Fine, i think so far i gave the smooth end to all the tasks assigned. And, i don't want any additional tasks be assigned to me at this point of time, so i wrote a simple one liner email stating that today is my last working day (hehe...infact, last working day is 31st Dec, i want to keep myself cool for these 15days) and gave an end successfully there too.

What next??

Current politics??? Wow...a heavy action packed drama happening outside. People who are fighting for United/divided andhra, please don't try to trace & steer your emotions on me. What I'm talking is right. Its just a drama scripted by anonymous writers. How much ever you or i crib, nothing is going to change. Everything is preset. There might be dynamic changes and U turns can take place with the creativity of our over talented writers. But unfortunately, In the world's largest democratic country, a common man has got no role to play in the drama, but remains just as a ploy. The lead players are

- An unemployed creature who does hunger strike with the help of IV fluids in the supervision of highly efficient group of doctors.

- A bada politician & co who wants their burning OMC issue be subsided with all this drama

_ The madam who can just cut the state in to pieces as smoothly as she does with a birthday cake

- The inefficient person who got to sit on CM chair not by choice, but by chance

- The over talented opposition leader who can twist his tongue to 360 degrees on this issue, of course on any issue.

- The poor actor turned politician who does not know any depth of the issue, but makes comic statements like Social telangana. Wonder, even if he knows the meaning of it

- The investors who made huge investments in Hyderabad

- The Media which lost its credibility long back & holds no sense of responsibility over any issue, but only concerned about TRP ratings


After all, we are the ones who buy tickets & cry/laugh along with these actors though we know that its just a scripted one but never real. and knowing even more well that they do it all for themselves and their money, but never for us. So, all we can do now is to keep guessing the run time of this movie and wait for the climax. Hey there..., don't expect the climax be ideal and in favor of us, after all its a political movie. Be ready to watch and digest any disgusting end.


Next what??
Entertainment??? Hmm...the only source of entertainment these days seems to be Sanju. Don't know why, but i don't feel like watching any movie or hook on to any other entertainment source these days. The time that i stay at home, i be either doing home works that sanju assigns to me (Concept of teacher-student) or sleeping or often in kitchen doing some experiments that never seems to be successful or in almost tears with the torture that sanju gives :( Sanju has been really unmanageable these days. Oh God, she became so spontaneous and never funny. Her words are all logical. But some times she tests the extreme boundary levels of our patience. Just cant guess, how way back parents used to manage kids independently that too with many no. of kids. Now Sanju alone keeps me, my mom, my brother, my husband all 4 of us on toes. Hmm, good that schools are there to share :)

Hammayya, rasesa oka post.

This is all for today, see ya later!

Am i wrong??, then who is right?

I'm back again with cribbing :) what to do, cant throw the blame on pregnancy hormones, but looks like they are taking me for a toss. I was never before like this. Like this means, thinking of the same issue again and again for hours together..in fact, days together.

How much ever i tell myself to stop banging my head with these crazy thoughts, i'm unable to control. In fact, they are bouncing off the head. God, give me the strength and wisdom to lead my thoughts in right direction. If not so, prevent me from going to evil path.

Some where down the line, i have been realizing that i'm not too RIGHT. But the other one too is not RIGHT. I'm MORE RIGHT than the other. Funny, Creepy right? That's how my state of mind is now. I might not be RIGHT, but the other one for sure is not RIGHT. So, if compromise has to make way, through whom it has to?? Whose responsibility is it to wave the path?? I don't mind taking it to my shoulders for the sake of relationship, but more than that, i think i have a greater responsibility to let the other person know that he is WRONGLY RIGHT and i cannot always be TAKEN FOR GRANTED to be labeled as RIGHTLY WRONG.

I know you might be scratching your head trying to understand whats WRONG with this gal..err...lady. That's what me too doing now. So happy scratching!!!!

idemi anyayam

hey...wait wait wait. Don't jump into the conclusions that i'm going to write about some really serious issues. This is very silly. munde cheppesa, silly ani. so just relax & read...

ma sanju gadiki ee madya kalam lo tours taggipoyayi. anthaku mundu ayithe sanju ni valla ammamma ni pilavani vallu papathmulu. ippudu madam school ki velthundi kada, so tours kudaradam ledu. monna oka bulli muni manavadini gadapalu datinche program ayyindi, papam school kada..vellalekapoyindi. sarle..oka function yega miss avuthundi anukuni oorkunnam. monnam inko buddodi birthday vachindi, vijayawada lo. appudu papam deeniki quarterly exams:) em chestham, adi kooda miss ayipoyindi. appude chuttallo sanubhoothi pavanalu start ayyayi, sanju ki dishti tagilesindi, anduke anni functions miss ayipothundi ani.

so, ivannee cover cheyyali kada. monna dussera holidays ivvagane, maku oka engagement function tagilindi VSKP lo. valla daddy ki, deeniki edayina function tagilindi ante chalu, annee perfect ga undali. cheppula nunchi, battala daka. valla ammayi ki manchi sandals yee levu anta ( ma intiki randi, oka 6-7 jathalu choopistha), okati konalsinde ani pattu patti danni, nannu teesukelli iddarikee chero jatha koni padesaru. naku 27yrs, daniki 3yrs. sandals cost mathram iddaridee equal ye. kanee ee sandals mathram bhale muddu ga unnayi. pattukellipoyam, all happies :) ninna ma nayanamma valla oorlo(yanamalakuduru-VJA) amma vari prathishta undi temple lo. aa oori adapillalu vellali anta. nenu aa oori adapillane, kanee nannu vadilesi ammamma, manavarallu chekkeyyadaniki ready ayipoyaru.

ippudu assalu twist :) amma ki na meeda super confidence, sanju battalu & accessories nenu super sardesthanu ani. nenu ofc nundi intiki vellgane nannu anne oka sari check cheyyamandi. tanu appatike annee sardesukundi, kanee nenu oka sari check chesi green signal isthe ado thutti. nenu check chesthoo chesthoo sanju vi monna konna kotha sandals cover choosa. appudu ma madhya jarigina conversation.

nenu: enduku amma extra luggage..ivi kavali anukunte velletappude ivi vesukuni vellochu kada??

amma: anthe antava, ive veesukuni vellipona, nenu ayithe mamoolu vi journey lo vesi, ivi oorlo veddam anukunna?

n: hmm, alana??...manchi sandals kada...assale gudi lo chala ekkuva rush untundi, evarayina kottestharu antava??

a: ala emee undadu anukunta le..

n: hmmm..anthe anthe. ala emee undadu. ive vesukuni vellipo. anavasaram ga malle extra pair enduku..motha baruvu kakapothe..

a: sare ayithe..aa cover teseyyi. vellemundu ave veddam.

ooru vellipoyaru. ninna poddunne gudiki kooda vellaru. andaroo konda kinda chuttalu unte, valla intlo cheppulu vadili vellaru anta. ma amma emo manvarali kallu kandipothayi aa konchem dooram cheppulu lekapothe ani..vesukuni velli konda 3/4 ekkaka vinayakudi gudi untundi. akkada vadilinchindi. full rush anta, prathishta motham choosi trupthi ga kindaki vachi choosthe, ma buddigadi cheppulu jump jilani. evaro ettesaru :( konda metlu choosthe full kalipothunnayi. sanju gadu jumpings meeda jumpings. amma choosthe mamoolu gane danni ettukoledu. inka metla meeda ante, no chance. inka appudu amma cheppulu daniki ichi, nana kashtalu padi intiki vacharu.
pothe poyayi cheppulu, mallee konukkovachu. kanee ippudu daniki vesukovadaniki cheppulu levu, aa oorlo cheppula shops levu (cheppula shops ante patamata/auto nagar daka vellalsinde, oka 15-20 mins walk untundi). amma nannu appudu enni titlu tittukuni untundo...idi emo intiki vellina daggara nunchi Kurkure kavali ani okate gola anta. ela teesukuni vellali shop ki?? ponee danni intlo vadili amma velli teesukoddam ante, akkada daniki alavatu ayinavallu amma tappa evaroo leru. top lepesthundi danni okadanne vadilesthe. mallee evo kashtalu padee padee, evarino bathimali vallatho teppincharu. ooriki vellina daggari nunchee boldu committments kada..andaru chuttala intiki vellali ani. evening nunchi aa program start. papam, sanju cheppulu lekundane anni illu tirigindi anta :( naku ayithe chala badha vesindi.

next day poddunne veellu Noojiveedu program pettukunnaru. ma atha koothuru untundi akkada. so, ee roju poddunne auto intiki teesukochi, bus stand daka velli, akkada konnaru mothaniki cheppulu. avee ma sanju gadi cheppula kashtalu.

ayina, devudu konni vishayallo enni appeals pettina respond avvadu. edo mata varasaki evarayina kottestharemo anagane, evarino puramayinchi marre kotteyinchade. idi anyayam kadoo mari????

Busy time - a time pass post

nenu chala busy, got reminded of Junior horlicks ad??? But, its true. i'm really busy, having a bunch of things to complete. So many things to do, but the only thing i'm doing now is to postpone all of them to the day next. Dont know, how long this saga continues. At one point, i might be slapped by some one and be ordered "DO IT RIGHT NOW"

Do you want to do that now???