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Friday, September 25, 2009

idemi anyayam

hey...wait wait wait. Don't jump into the conclusions that i'm going to write about some really serious issues. This is very silly. munde cheppesa, silly ani. so just relax & read...

ma sanju gadiki ee madya kalam lo tours taggipoyayi. anthaku mundu ayithe sanju ni valla ammamma ni pilavani vallu papathmulu. ippudu madam school ki velthundi kada, so tours kudaradam ledu. monna oka bulli muni manavadini gadapalu datinche program ayyindi, papam school kada..vellalekapoyindi. sarle..oka function yega miss avuthundi anukuni oorkunnam. monnam inko buddodi birthday vachindi, vijayawada lo. appudu papam deeniki quarterly exams:) em chestham, adi kooda miss ayipoyindi. appude chuttallo sanubhoothi pavanalu start ayyayi, sanju ki dishti tagilesindi, anduke anni functions miss ayipothundi ani.

so, ivannee cover cheyyali kada. monna dussera holidays ivvagane, maku oka engagement function tagilindi VSKP lo. valla daddy ki, deeniki edayina function tagilindi ante chalu, annee perfect ga undali. cheppula nunchi, battala daka. valla ammayi ki manchi sandals yee levu anta ( ma intiki randi, oka 6-7 jathalu choopistha), okati konalsinde ani pattu patti danni, nannu teesukelli iddarikee chero jatha koni padesaru. naku 27yrs, daniki 3yrs. sandals cost mathram iddaridee equal ye. kanee ee sandals mathram bhale muddu ga unnayi. pattukellipoyam, all happies :) ninna ma nayanamma valla oorlo(yanamalakuduru-VJA) amma vari prathishta undi temple lo. aa oori adapillalu vellali anta. nenu aa oori adapillane, kanee nannu vadilesi ammamma, manavarallu chekkeyyadaniki ready ayipoyaru.

ippudu assalu twist :) amma ki na meeda super confidence, sanju battalu & accessories nenu super sardesthanu ani. nenu ofc nundi intiki vellgane nannu anne oka sari check cheyyamandi. tanu appatike annee sardesukundi, kanee nenu oka sari check chesi green signal isthe ado thutti. nenu check chesthoo chesthoo sanju vi monna konna kotha sandals cover choosa. appudu ma madhya jarigina conversation.

nenu: enduku amma extra luggage..ivi kavali anukunte velletappude ivi vesukuni vellochu kada??

amma: anthe antava, ive veesukuni vellipona, nenu ayithe mamoolu vi journey lo vesi, ivi oorlo veddam anukunna?

n: hmm, alana??...manchi sandals kada...assale gudi lo chala ekkuva rush untundi, evarayina kottestharu antava??

a: ala emee undadu anukunta le..

n: hmmm..anthe anthe. ala emee undadu. ive vesukuni vellipo. anavasaram ga malle extra pair enduku..motha baruvu kakapothe..

a: sare ayithe..aa cover teseyyi. vellemundu ave veddam.

ooru vellipoyaru. ninna poddunne gudiki kooda vellaru. andaroo konda kinda chuttalu unte, valla intlo cheppulu vadili vellaru anta. ma amma emo manvarali kallu kandipothayi aa konchem dooram cheppulu lekapothe ani..vesukuni velli konda 3/4 ekkaka vinayakudi gudi untundi. akkada vadilinchindi. full rush anta, prathishta motham choosi trupthi ga kindaki vachi choosthe, ma buddigadi cheppulu jump jilani. evaro ettesaru :( konda metlu choosthe full kalipothunnayi. sanju gadu jumpings meeda jumpings. amma choosthe mamoolu gane danni ettukoledu. inka metla meeda ante, no chance. inka appudu amma cheppulu daniki ichi, nana kashtalu padi intiki vacharu.
pothe poyayi cheppulu, mallee konukkovachu. kanee ippudu daniki vesukovadaniki cheppulu levu, aa oorlo cheppula shops levu (cheppula shops ante patamata/auto nagar daka vellalsinde, oka 15-20 mins walk untundi). amma nannu appudu enni titlu tittukuni untundo...idi emo intiki vellina daggara nunchi Kurkure kavali ani okate gola anta. ela teesukuni vellali shop ki?? ponee danni intlo vadili amma velli teesukoddam ante, akkada daniki alavatu ayinavallu amma tappa evaroo leru. top lepesthundi danni okadanne vadilesthe. mallee evo kashtalu padee padee, evarino bathimali vallatho teppincharu. ooriki vellina daggari nunchee boldu committments kada..andaru chuttala intiki vellali ani. evening nunchi aa program start. papam, sanju cheppulu lekundane anni illu tirigindi anta :( naku ayithe chala badha vesindi.

next day poddunne veellu Noojiveedu program pettukunnaru. ma atha koothuru untundi akkada. so, ee roju poddunne auto intiki teesukochi, bus stand daka velli, akkada konnaru mothaniki cheppulu. avee ma sanju gadi cheppula kashtalu.

ayina, devudu konni vishayallo enni appeals pettina respond avvadu. edo mata varasaki evarayina kottestharemo anagane, evarino puramayinchi marre kotteyinchade. idi anyayam kadoo mari????

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

ninna emi ayyindi ante....

ippudu i have to start telling you what happenned yesterday.

maku ippati nundee inko 2 months daka regular ga functions unnayi. mari functions ante hadavidi antha mana daggare kada...so Sanju ki manchi paatu langalu, dresses, gangras ippati nunchee konadam start cheyyali. alane, konni work kooda cheyyinchali anukuntunna. ma atha ki telisina oka avida works chala baga chesthundi. so nenu ninna ma atha ki cheppa, nenu vasthanu mee intiki. iddaram kalisi avida daggaraku veldam ani. sare mari, ippudu vellali kada?? ippudu na daggara scooty kooda ledu, assalu nannu drive cheyyanivvatledu intlo janalu. so, chitti shop ki velletappudu tanatho pate vellali. sare ani chitti ready ayyelopu nenu kooda ready ayipoya. idantha choosi sanju start. nenu kooda vasthanu nayanamma valla intiki ani. assale memu iddaram akkadi nunchee naduchukuntoo vellali aa work aunty daggaraki, inka sanju ni teesukuni velthe inka chachinatte. nenu tanani vaddu ani convince chesthoo undaga chitti manchi ga ready ayipoyi vacharu. valla daddy ni choodagane idi plate marchesindi. daddy, nannu kooda teesukuni vellava padma nayanamma daggaraki antooo. adi antha muddu ga adigesariki chitti na vaipu oka serious look ichi, ippudu danni edipinchoddu. manesthe nuvvu kooda maneyyi, ledante sanju ni kooda teesukuni vellu ani oka ultimatum issue chesaru. hmmm, em chestham. peddavallaki cheppetattu ledu, chinna vallaki cheppetattu ledu paristhithi. sare ani danni kooda gaba gaba aapasopalu paduthoo ready chesam nenu, amma kalisi.

chitti ki emo shop nundeee okate calls, inka tanaki full BP raise ayipoyindi. fasttttt, fastttt ani arupulu. mothaniki bayataki vacham. Sanju mundu tank meeda koorchovali kada, andukani rojooo chitti shop ki teesukuni velle intha pedda bag ni na mohana padesaru pattukomani. danti tho patu, na wallet okati. rendooo rendu chethulatho koorchuni bandi ekkano ledo.....eeyana sarrrr mantooo dookinchesaru. aa kangaru ki naku aa rendu luggagelani manage cheyyadam kashtam ayipoyindi. maha ayithe oka 10mtrs velli untam anthe. bag DAMALLL mani kinda padipothundi chethi nundi jaripoyyi. adi ekkada padipothundo ani pattukunelopala, inko chethi lo na wallet jaripothundi. ee rendintini balance chesthooo chesthooo, nenu jaripoya :( DING mani jaripoyyi CHITTTIIIIIII antoo oka gavu keka petta. a debba ki chitti sudden break vesi, venakki tirgi choosthe nenu kinda padi edupu moham tho kanipincha. okka nimisham emee ardham kaledu tanaki. emayyindi ante, bag jaripothundi ane kangaru lo bandi meeda nunchi padipoyya anna jali moham vesukuni. bag padithe, aapi teesukovachu..nuvvu kinda padipoyentha kangaru deniki antoo oka sympathy look icharu. nenu manasu lo anukunna....ippudu ante edo kinda paddanu, mokallu, mochethulu geerukupoyayi. kadilisthe edchesela unnanani bag padithe emayyindi annaru kanee, ade nijamga bag padipoyi nenu gundrayi la bandi meeda koorchuni bandi apamani ani unte, inka emanna unda????? naku oka range lo class peeki, aggi meeda guggilam ayipoyevallu kadooo, bag pattukodam kooda chetha kada ani, asale shop ki late ayipothunte nuvvu inka late chesthunnav antoo???

sare, na prayanam agipoyindi aa rojuki. buddi ga inti daggara dimpesaru iddarineee, ee roju kadu repu vellandi antoo. sare ani memu lopaliki vachesam. naku inko mogudu unnadu ga....ade ma sanju. start chesindi gola, sava laksha deergalu teesthooo. ayyo, baga debba tagilindi kada mummy, bag mundu pettukunna saripoyedi nuvvu padedanivi kadu....assalu manam vellakunda unte poyedi kada, neeku debbalu tagilevi kadu anukuntoo. nenu mallee swagatham lo anukunna...hmm assalu nuvvu vasthanu anakunda undi unte memu yee kangaru lekunda prasantham ga velli undevallam kada ani. papam, dani tappu mathram emundi lendi. eppudoo tesukuni veltham kabatti, ippudooo vasthanu andi.

idantha jarigithe jarigindi kanee, oka vishayam lo nenu full happies. papam, ma amma dettol lo tadipi cotton tho na debba meeda tudusthoo unte naku full manta. arusthunna...ammo manta ammo manta antoo. inka choodali sanju ni....adi kooda edupu moham vesukuni amma cheyyi gattiga pattesukundi. mummy ki manduthunte enduku ala chesthunnav antooo. ala kadu amma, ila tudavali, mandina kanee taggipothundi antunna vinade. okate godava godava. adi antha ayipoyaka, amma... melliga le, na cheyyi pattukuni naduvu, konchem sepu padukuntava antoo entha concern choopinchesindo...papam amma kooda antha kanna ekkuve concern choopinchindi anukondi... kanee manam amma aa concern choopisthe natural anukuntam...peddaga touch kadu. kanee chinna pilla, that too the one who got life through us, antha concern choopisthunte heart ala ala melt ayipoyindi.

adee ninna jarigindi.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Humanity

hmm..ee roju nenu ma friend (actually virtual friend through Orkut) blog chaduvuthoo unna....thana post lo okati nannu chala disturb chesindi. that post was about a married woman who got gang rapped by auto drivers...maree anyayam emiti ante, tana hubby tho patu unte, hubby ni kotti ameni auto lo teesukuni vellaranta, inka adi pedda city kooda kadu, ayina chuttu pakka vallu evaroo protest cheyyaledu, help cheyyaledu....how bad kada??? manam intha materialize ayipoyama anipinchindi, inka idena adavallaki unna security ani kooda anipinchindi... :( that was so sad. idi na mind lo chala gatti ga register ayipoyindi.

hmm...adi ala pakkana pedithe naku ee roju office lo konchem late ayyindi...ante 8:30 ayyindi. annayya ki phone cheddam ante appudu gurthu vachindi, tanu ivvala vehicle servicing ki ichadu ani. ayina phone chesa, atleast auto lo ayina kalisi vellochu kada ani. kanee, tanani tana friend drop chesthunnadu anta. hmm, atu choosthe full varsham aagakunda paduthoooone undi. sare ani, office boy ni auto teesukurammani pampincha. oka 20-30rs ekkuvayina parledu ani kooda cheppa, anthe kada mari asale late ayyindi, daniki todu varsham. auto vallu ravadame goppa anetlu undi paristhithi. konchem sepu agi office boy auto teesukuni vachadu, vachi auto meter fare ani cheppadu. nenu full khushhhh....meter fare ye kada ani ekki koorchunna. calm ga auto start chesadu. kanee mana mind undi choosaru, bhale kothidi. nenu mamoolu ga ayithe chala positive. eppudoo evaroo na meeda advantage teesukuntaru ani kanee, naku edo chedu chestharu ani kanee alochinchanu. emi chesina Bold gane chesthanu. ee roju aa blog chadiva kada..inka start ayyindi bhayam. asale ma office nunchi intiki velle route super route...military area, so manushulu ekkuvaga roads meeda tiragaru. varsham lo ayithe asalu tiragaru.

regular fare ke vasthunnadu, auto abbayi manchi vadenemo lo anukuntunna...emo assalu mind lo em intentions unnayoo ani inko vaipu bhayam. sarle ani cell chetho pattukuni dhairyam ga koorchhuna. appude oka bus stop datam. bus stop lo okame auto kosam choosthundi, ma auto ni empty auto nemo anukuni apindi, kanee ithanu agaledu. full varsham kada, papam anipinchindi. asale naku kooda okkadanne ani bhayam ga undi. sarle ani cheppi auto athani tho avida auto kosam choosthunnattu unnaru, mana route ayithe ekkinchukondi, parledu anna...athanu emo serious ga, emee vaddu lendi ayina dati vachesam kada annadu. naku bhayam inka ekkuva ayyindi. manchi vadu ayithe avida ni kooda ekkinchukovachu kada anipinchindi. varsham inka ekkuva ayipoyindi. assalu road meeda evvaroooo leru. ithanu matram auto teesukuni velthoone unnadu. oka 20mins full bhayam bhayam. teera inti daggara ki vachaka anipinchindi, abba entha manchi vado kada, situation ni batti ekkuva charge chesi advantage teesukokunda safe ga teesukuni vachadu anipinchindi. anthe auto digagane, auto meter fare kanna inko 20rs extra icha. athanu puzzled ga choosadu, nenu paravaledu, meeru intha varsham lo empty ga venakki vellali kada unchandi anesi thank you cheppi lopaliki vachesa.

intlo ki vachaka edo teliyani satisfaction. adi manushullo inka humanity undi anna na nammakam nijam ayinanduko, safe ga intiki vachesinanduko, leka aa 20rs extra ichi auto athanni happy chesinanduko teleeledu. kanee i was happy. ofcourse, aa 20rs athanu expect cheyyaledu, so nenu aa dabbulu ichi athaniki favor emee cheyyaledu. oka vela athanu demand chesi unte chachinattu ichi undalsinde. kanee enduko anandam. adi may be humanity ni encourage chesanu anna satisfaction tho anukunta.

nenu ichina a 20rs tho athanu plots konaledu, illu kattaledu. kanee nenu cheppali anukunna message athaniki reach ayye untundi kada..ante nenu athanu manchi ga undatanni encourage chesinatte kada....ee encouragement tho athanu aa manchitananni continue chesthe antha kanna kavalsindi emundi. emo, meeru adi athani responsibility athanu chesadu. danno pedda achievement la consider chesi athani lo leni poni thoughts provocate cheyyadam avasarama antaremo....emo mari, naku positive ga alochinchadam matrame telusu. athanu danni positive gane teesukuntadu ane nammakam naku undi.