My current state of mind

Its really after a long while that i'm writing something on the blog....Why ante, there is no specific reason, i'm like that :)

All of a sudden, now i feel like writing something...but on what??

OK, let me try starting it with my bouncing moods that previous posts talked about. Hmm..i can proudly say that i gained control over them. For good or bad, as usual, i acted proactive and gave an end to everything. after all, i cannot let the little one growing in tummy to be effected by all the negative thoughts that i was carrying before. So all is well on that part.

What else?

Office routine??? yeah...it was no more a routine for me. For a change i became too busy in office. Don't laugh! and don't question me asking how could i write this post if i'm really busy. Come on..its satday. Its just a day out of routine. Otherwise, i have been really busy from past 1 month. The only reason being me nearing the maternity leave. So, all the clients tightened their shoes and cornered me with their priority tasks that i have to finish smoothly before i go on leave. Fine, i think so far i gave the smooth end to all the tasks assigned. And, i don't want any additional tasks be assigned to me at this point of time, so i wrote a simple one liner email stating that today is my last working day (hehe...infact, last working day is 31st Dec, i want to keep myself cool for these 15days) and gave an end successfully there too.

What next??

Current politics??? Wow...a heavy action packed drama happening outside. People who are fighting for United/divided andhra, please don't try to trace & steer your emotions on me. What I'm talking is right. Its just a drama scripted by anonymous writers. How much ever you or i crib, nothing is going to change. Everything is preset. There might be dynamic changes and U turns can take place with the creativity of our over talented writers. But unfortunately, In the world's largest democratic country, a common man has got no role to play in the drama, but remains just as a ploy. The lead players are

- An unemployed creature who does hunger strike with the help of IV fluids in the supervision of highly efficient group of doctors.

- A bada politician & co who wants their burning OMC issue be subsided with all this drama

_ The madam who can just cut the state in to pieces as smoothly as she does with a birthday cake

- The inefficient person who got to sit on CM chair not by choice, but by chance

- The over talented opposition leader who can twist his tongue to 360 degrees on this issue, of course on any issue.

- The poor actor turned politician who does not know any depth of the issue, but makes comic statements like Social telangana. Wonder, even if he knows the meaning of it

- The investors who made huge investments in Hyderabad

- The Media which lost its credibility long back & holds no sense of responsibility over any issue, but only concerned about TRP ratings


After all, we are the ones who buy tickets & cry/laugh along with these actors though we know that its just a scripted one but never real. and knowing even more well that they do it all for themselves and their money, but never for us. So, all we can do now is to keep guessing the run time of this movie and wait for the climax. Hey there..., don't expect the climax be ideal and in favor of us, after all its a political movie. Be ready to watch and digest any disgusting end.


Next what??
Entertainment??? Hmm...the only source of entertainment these days seems to be Sanju. Don't know why, but i don't feel like watching any movie or hook on to any other entertainment source these days. The time that i stay at home, i be either doing home works that sanju assigns to me (Concept of teacher-student) or sleeping or often in kitchen doing some experiments that never seems to be successful or in almost tears with the torture that sanju gives :( Sanju has been really unmanageable these days. Oh God, she became so spontaneous and never funny. Her words are all logical. But some times she tests the extreme boundary levels of our patience. Just cant guess, how way back parents used to manage kids independently that too with many no. of kids. Now Sanju alone keeps me, my mom, my brother, my husband all 4 of us on toes. Hmm, good that schools are there to share :)

Hammayya, rasesa oka post.

This is all for today, see ya later!

Very True

I heard this song so many times, but never thought of writing down the lyrics so i can read it again and again and realize how true the words are.

Today saw them on one of my friend's blog and thought i will get the lyrics from there. Its from Sushma's blog, Sushma...i hope you won't mind.

Movie: Gaayam
Lyrics: Sirivennela Seetarama Sastry

Niggadeesi adugu ee sigguleni janaanni
aggi toti kadugu ee samaaja jeevacchavanni
maaradu lokam maaradu kaalam
devudu digiraani evvaru emaipoyini

gaalivaatu gamanaaniki kaali baata deniki
gorre daatu mandaki nee gnanabodha deniki
echarithra nerchukundi pacchani paatham
ekshanaana maarchukundi chicchula maargam

raamabanamaarpindaa ravana kaashtam
krishna geeta aapinda nitya kurkshetram --niggadeesi--

Paata raati guhalu paalaraati gruhaalaaina..
adavi neethi maarinda enni yugaalaina
veta adey vetu adey naati kadhey antaa..
nattaduvulu nadiveedhiki nadichostey vintaa
balavantuley bratakaalani sookthi maravakundaa sataabdaalu chadavaleda ee aranyakanda
-- niggadeesi--